Author Topic: Tl;dr: currently very much into age play  (Read 505 times)

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September 22, 2017, 08:20:38 PM

Offline SportyVictim

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My relationship with rape starts back when I was 14, playing hockey with boys.  Spoiler alert: nothing happened.  But after a practice, 2 of my teammates ended up in my room while my parents were away, and I felt something dark, forbidden and exciting from them.  Just regular lust, I guess, but that counted as dark and forbidden then.  I rethought about that day countless times since.  Iím twice that age now, and it still gets to me, that original fantasy of getting raped by two very unshowered and eager teen guys or them and the rest of the team that might have arrived later.

Anyways, I went through variations of the fantasy and evolved to a wide range of rape scenarios over the years, the themes changing a lot and usually getting darker.  And moving away from my original obsession to others.

Right now, itís coming back to the original scenario in a new way.  Iím fantasizing about 14-year-old girls getting raped by one or many older men.  Sometimes I just want to be that man raping a young teen, but most of the times, Iím either not there myself, just imagining the scenario, or an enabler.  And so I got into age play, liking the idea of a young rapist whoís never seen a pussy before or an older man who just wants to consume a young girlís innocence.  I can like non-violent scenarios where the girl is mostly uncertain throughout (usually with younger victims) and very violent ones just as much.  All of those have a different flavor and the exploration has been overwhelming me of late.

So here I am, hoping to have conversations with rapists, people into young girls, and victims alike.  Iím hoping that sharing detailed fantasies can be cathartic.  Or at least get me off in a more pleasant want than all by myself.

Hit me up if you want to chat, though I will probably prefer letter-like exchanges to instant messaging, which doesnít strike me as something that Iíd want to spend that much time on.

September 22, 2017, 11:02:32 PM
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Offline vile8r

Hello I am vile8r. I am an older man ( 51 ) very much into the types of scenarios you have just described.  I'd like to chat and get to know more about you.

September 23, 2017, 12:34:58 AM
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Offline vile8r

I write a lot of stories and I think you'll like my latest I'm posting, "Casey All Grown Up".

September 24, 2017, 02:51:26 AM
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I write a lot of stories and I think you'll like my latest I'm posting, "Casey All Grown Up".

Thanks, I'll get to reading it!