Author Topic: Semi-Rape Events and My For Real Humiliation as a Boyfriend / Husband  (Read 466 times)

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August 13, 2017, 07:57:15 AM

Offline Xirix

Yeah, this is a weird title because my approach to what I want to write about is probably unique.  I hope others will join in with their semi-forced or pressured moments of a similar kind.  I only have in my entire life, three memories of semi-forced sexual play.  I'll start off with one of them.  If anyone read my intro, you would know I am turned on by voyeur, exhibitionism, candaulism and humiliation.  I suppose I spend a lot of time fantasizing about my wife being, let's say, stripped naked at a dance club while she stands there totally helpless and completely humiliated.  Like that scene with that blond girl in Suburbia.

I am not a cuck or a sub or anything like that.  I merely enjoy other men seeing my wife in the nude and she will play ball with me on this, as long as I adhere to three rules: 1) must be a place where other M/F couples go; 2) no cameras; 3) over 100 miles from where we live.  So we go to hot springs and baths such as at Tecopa or Jacumba, both in southern California, a few hours from where we live.  In my mind, I'm playing my own secret thoughts as she undresses near the strangers who are also where we are.  She is, in my fantasies, humiliated or was abducted or whatever, and she's being forced to strip and will later on be raped.

There are three moments in my past where the fetish play resulted in a semi-forced moment and were really humiliating.  But the memory, or portions of it, eventually turned me on.  So here's one of them:

When my wife and I were dating, we had an MMFF foursome with the guy who supplied her with coke, and the sex with him and his wife was a lot of fun, and was our third and last foursome we ever had.  I sort of miss that also.  But anyway, after the sex party, the wife tied me up and whipped me which was a lot of fun.  I am not normally into bdsm, but she did it in a fun way and was down ot her bra and panties.  Then, while I was tied up and helpless, the dealer "allowed" his two goons who normally delivered the coke to my girl's home, to enjoy my girl's tits.  I was completely helpless and she already had on her bra and panties, but the two guys stripped her of her bra and got off on her tits in every way. 

Afterward when we got home I began to love the memory of it, including my own humiliation over it.

My girl admitted to me she had a rape fantasy and wanted to role play rape with me raping her twice.  It was fun.  For her birthday I asked her if she would want a guy who was a guest star, to rape her.  She thought about it and said yes.  That's the next thing I'll write about here.